The last dance

My mother was born in 1929. While she was studying in school, in Pudukottai, in Tamil Nadu. all the students [ no co-education in those days] were taught to sing and dance. My mother was good at and passionate about dancing. 
But , in those days, girls got married early.  My mom got married when she was 13 years old.
That put an end to all her talents. Soon she gave birth to my 2 sisters and me.
When I was 4 years old she taught me  and my second sister , Nalini,  to dance. I had inherited her artistic genes. Dancing came naturally to me.
Later both my sister and I learnt dancing from a regular dance master. His name was Natarajan. He taught well. We both picked up the numbers quickly and soon had our first stage performance in Mylapore Fine Arts Club in Chennai in 1968. I was 14 years then.
Then we went on an organised tour to Nigeria in 1969, and staged about 45 shows.
Then we did a few shows in Chennai till 1972.
Later I joined college, my sisters got married, and life went on leaving dancing behind.

Except  for just one picture I had no memories of my being a dancer.

This month in 2020 July, I tried recording a dance number on the smart phone. I was in for a surprise. At 66 years of age and with poor mobility, due to low back pain and knee pain, I could not coordinate my hands and feet.  I was crest fallen.

I could recall the speed and energetic movements of my younger days. And felt even more sad as my mobility would only worsen. And I had no proof of my  having been  dancer.

Heart broken, at my plight, I decided to do some number , however short and slow, just  to put on record that I too could still dance.

Attached please find a small clip. That was the best I could. But atleast now I have some record.

Please see the short video. It would mean a lot to me
https://youtu.be/mqm0xcAOEMc

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